So We're All Adulting Now

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 My little sister just moved into her first house, and I couldn't be prouder. Not an apartment, not a duplex, a house. My brother's been adulting for years - passed me up several years ago. Another sister took a chance and moved to paradise just because her soul needed it. And I am finally working at my dream job. Look at us, being adults! So, it only took us to our 30s and 40s to get here. So what. I'm still proud of us. We've had a lot of obstacles thrown our way, and we overcame them. Yes, we've had some consequences from bad choices to deal with and some hard times that lasted a while, but we persevered. All of us. 

I think I feel more like myself than I have felt since I lived in Colorado so long ago. I feel at peace with the world in which I'm living. I'm breathing a little easier and taking things a little more slowly. Obviously not when it comes to organizing my office (referring to my fallS), but in the rest of my life, I'm more on track for a peaceful existence than I've been in a really long time.

I hope I can sustain this. I'd really like to remain calm and zen. Here's to striving for more zen in our lives! Peace.

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